Clean

I am defeated.

I took another step down on my Seroquel tonight, and starting tomorrow I’m going to drop one Lovan tablet a day until I’m down to zero. I forget what life is like medication-free, so I’ll give it a shot for a while. It seems I’m not going to be getting much help from the psychiatrists of Australia so I’m going it alone from here. My GP is trying to help, but she can’t force anyone to take me on.

Here’s to hoping my house is robbed tonight and I’m shot dead in my sleep.