Today I felt extraordinarily good, and I still do. I left the house twice, both quite long outings, one of which involved walking Rico. I had a nap in the evening and then a friend came over for a cup of tea and a chat. I have a little smile on my face at the moment and there’s no one here to pretend it’s there for. I thought I’d never feel this way again; I’ve got to get rid of the tiredness and then maybe I’m okay. I don’t have much to write about at the moment, I’ve been spending my time knitting, sleeping and watching Mad Men and Spooks. I doubt you want to hear about my knitting errors, and plot lines I can’t remember because I’m half asleep; so let this post act as a record that I was wrong about never getting better, I take now with the tiredness over any given day in the last 14 months and many, many days before that.
So, so happy to read this. You have held on with determination I know that one day this will be in the past for you. I'm glad God has given you a little glimpse of what the future can be...you have been faithful and He knows about it!
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K I'm nearly in tears reading this, I'm so happy for you, I have a little bit of insight into the freedom you must be feeling right now, you must just feel amazing. I'm so glad. I will keep praying. Love, R
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